complicated!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
how do i feel? ---> complicated! because i know i have to let you leave but deep down inside my heart i dont want to??!!?? how have you been? ---> complicated! good actually but with the mixture of complicated feelings in my life, just makes everything complicated!! where are you now? ---> complicated! the physical body of mine is in seremban but the soul just wonders around, dont even know where is she! do you want to go with him? ---> complicated! well, to be honest a small part of me says yes but NO! *i dont know* are you happy? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe...i dont know! are you sad? ---> is compliacted! yes.. erm NO! i dont know, maybe? are you alright then? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe... well, i dont know AGAIN! are you going to cry? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe, i dont know! don want to think about it! are you sending him off? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe, i dont know, still thinking about it.. are you going to be okay? ---> is complicated! NO! yes, i guess! i dont really know actually! is just too complicated! this harder than i thought it would be!! i thought i can do it, but now, it seems like i cant.... GGGAAAHHHH.....my brain cannot take complications! this is not helping really! LOL.. brain to slow to process complications... conclusion: i'll wait for you! PS:// take care of youself alright? going to miss you! stay healthy, stay sexy live life to the max xoxo
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complicated!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
how do i feel? ---> complicated! because i know i have to let you leave but deep down inside my heart i dont want to??!!?? how have you been? ---> complicated! good actually but with the mixture of complicated feelings in my life, just makes everything complicated!! where are you now? ---> complicated! the physical body of mine is in seremban but the soul just wonders around, dont even know where is she! do you want to go with him? ---> complicated! well, to be honest a small part of me says yes but NO! *i dont know* are you happy? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe...i dont know! are you sad? ---> is compliacted! yes.. erm NO! i dont know, maybe? are you alright then? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe... well, i dont know AGAIN! are you going to cry? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe, i dont know! don want to think about it! are you sending him off? ---> is complicated! yes, no, maybe, i dont know, still thinking about it.. are you going to be okay? ---> is complicated! NO! yes, i guess! i dont really know actually! is just too complicated! this harder than i thought it would be!! i thought i can do it, but now, it seems like i cant.... GGGAAAHHHH.....my brain cannot take complications! this is not helping really! LOL.. brain to slow to process complications... conclusion: i'll wait for you! PS:// take care of youself alright? going to miss you! stay healthy, stay sexy live life to the max xoxo
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