i feel so life-less after he left... everything just look so pale, feel so bored... well, maybe cause i'm too attached... tat's why... i knew this is going to happen but i cant help it... people always get tempted to do those things which they are not suppose to do...
is been 4 days, and i felt that way, i'm not sure i cant make it or not.. luckily i have a piece of him with me...
got so tired of everything, so tired my my work, so tired of my problems, so tired of crying, so tired of pretending everything is fine.... so tired ...... so tired of everything, so tired of facebook even... just dont feel like doing anything anymore...
this is just the begining,... i think i will get back on track when i'm studying again! *sigh... this is so not happening... i think i need to find new intrest, work, tv, friends even.... in order not to feel this way...
i'm suppose to be strong... suppose just let it be... ish... don think i can do it... i sux lar! XD
gosh... sounded so pathetic... cant help it... miss him too much... dont get me wrong, i'm not depress or anything, just exhausted! GAH!! and i do envy those who have their half around! XD
conclusion: life arent always turn out the way you plan...
i feel so life-less after he left... everything just look so pale, feel so bored... well, maybe cause i'm too attached... tat's why... i knew this is going to happen but i cant help it... people always get tempted to do those things which they are not suppose to do...
is been 4 days, and i felt that way, i'm not sure i cant make it or not.. luckily i have a piece of him with me...
got so tired of everything, so tired my my work, so tired of my problems, so tired of crying, so tired of pretending everything is fine.... so tired ...... so tired of everything, so tired of facebook even... just dont feel like doing anything anymore...
this is just the begining,... i think i will get back on track when i'm studying again! *sigh... this is so not happening... i think i need to find new intrest, work, tv, friends even.... in order not to feel this way...
i'm suppose to be strong... suppose just let it be... ish... don think i can do it... i sux lar! XD
gosh... sounded so pathetic... cant help it... miss him too much... dont get me wrong, i'm not depress or anything, just exhausted! GAH!! and i do envy those who have their half around! XD
conclusion: life arent always turn out the way you plan...
Colleen Toh
Foodie. Uber petite. Some therapeutic cooking. Kick boxing.
Malaysia. New Zealand.
And I love chicken rice.
Currently working as a Health Educator (Diabetes) in New Zealand!
I hope the little things in life can make me happy again!
For business: zhtohcolleen@yahoo.com
Bungy jumping
Sky diving
Watch a live NBA match
Magic mushroom
Disneyland
Universal Studio Trip to UK
Trip to USA
Trip to Hawaii
Trip to Amsterdam Trip to Queenstown
Trip to Japan
Trip to Ohrid
Trip to Korea Trip to Pataya Trip to Bangkok
Trip to Redang
Trip to Bali
Trip to Gold Coast Trip to Paris
Trip to Rome
Trip to Hong Kong
Trip to Maldives Trip to Taiwan
doing this is so tiring!
