Sometimes, I would sit in a place quietly, thinking to myself, why is life so unfair sometimes. Good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. Is this how the world rolls these days? I kept thinking to myself, why can't I let go what is not mine? Why on earth do I keep hanging to those things that is not mine? Habit, I guess, or that particular thing meant too much, so much until thinking of giving it up will just kill you straight away. I really don't like things how are now, but I can't do anything about it which I seriously hate.
Habit or not habit, I'm not going to change. It happen for a reason, so I'm sticking with it. I'm sorry you are stuck with me. Please stop saying "You don't look as happy like you used to!", just don't even if you really want to. I tried, failed; tried again but failed again until I'm too afraid to try again;too tired to try again and again because I don't think I can take the disappointment over and over again. Or perhaps, I'm giving up...
Things will never be the same without it. It was there when you're not there, it plays a part and it still does now, that's why I bring it to everywhere I go.
stay healthy, stay sexy
live life to the max
xoxo
ps:// I will always care for you no matter what, because you are my ccb.
Sometimes, I would sit in a place quietly, thinking to myself, why is life so unfair sometimes. Good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. Is this how the world rolls these days? I kept thinking to myself, why can't I let go what is not mine? Why on earth do I keep hanging to those things that is not mine? Habit, I guess, or that particular thing meant too much, so much until thinking of giving it up will just kill you straight away. I really don't like things how are now, but I can't do anything about it which I seriously hate.
Habit or not habit, I'm not going to change. It happen for a reason, so I'm sticking with it. I'm sorry you are stuck with me. Please stop saying "You don't look as happy like you used to!", just don't even if you really want to. I tried, failed; tried again but failed again until I'm too afraid to try again;too tired to try again and again because I don't think I can take the disappointment over and over again. Or perhaps, I'm giving up...
Things will never be the same without it. It was there when you're not there, it plays a part and it still does now, that's why I bring it to everywhere I go.
stay healthy, stay sexy
live life to the max
xoxo
ps:// I will always care for you no matter what, because you are my ccb.
Colleen Toh
Foodie. Uber petite. Some therapeutic cooking. Kick boxing.
Malaysia. New Zealand.
And I love chicken rice.
Currently working as a Health Educator (Diabetes) in New Zealand!
I hope the little things in life can make me happy again!
For business: zhtohcolleen@yahoo.com
Bungy jumping
Sky diving
Watch a live NBA match
Magic mushroom
Disneyland
Universal Studio Trip to UK
Trip to USA
Trip to Hawaii
Trip to Amsterdam Trip to Queenstown
Trip to Japan
Trip to Ohrid
Trip to Korea Trip to Pataya Trip to Bangkok
Trip to Redang
Trip to Bali
Trip to Gold Coast Trip to Paris
Trip to Rome
Trip to Hong Kong
Trip to Maldives Trip to Taiwan
Just a little thought
