Brrr.. Woke up to a cold morning. Well, it won't be that cold if I haven't been sleeping at the right time. I mean I slept at 3.30am this morning and woke up 5.30am to shower, breakfast and go to class as usual at 8am. I swore to myself saying I must finish my report irregardless any circumstances. I even bought myself a couple of red bull in case I have problem staying awake at night to finish up my report. Of course, my plan fails as my brain just refuse to work after a certain period of time without resting, which is after 3.15am. *it sucks, right? wasting my time saje.. ishh... I just don't know what to write anymore. I know that's bad, but I am desperate to finish my report, in order to reduce my burden. I need my burden to be reduced to 3/4. I know it's not much, but better than nothing right? Instead of drinking red bull, I kept myself awake by popping candies continuously the whole night. But still feeling shyttie when I go to bed for not finishing my report. :(
#I already finish half of it. :(
Anyway, I woke up really tired, cold and shivering; didn't get much sleep and still feeling desperate. Because once I close my eyes, all the scientific terms start to pop out and arrange themselves in a very ridiculous manner, as if I'm having a terrible nightmare. And I kept saying, that's not right to myself. (at least, that's what I think.)*make sense? I don't think it does, I'm writing here just to release stress. So I woke up tired, very desperate to finish my report; staring myself in to the toilet mirror. Observing how one night can increase my dark circle? How shyttie I look in the morning? Also reminding myself, I can do this."Keep calm, smile and carry on!"Like I said, I haven't finish, I woke up and all I did was just searching for references which I need to complete my discussion (which is a pain in the ass). And ding! It's 7.15am, I need to eat and get dressed to be ready for class.
After breakfast, instead of drinking hot drinks to warm myself in the cold morning, I had double dosage of sugar! I had one can of cold red bull and one cup of cold juice to stay awake and conscious. And they didn't fail me which is good. *thank god! I am now still wide awake, not feeling any tiny inch of tired-ness (surprising), maybe because the sugar hasn't degrade by my body yet. *lols. I hope it doesn't degrade until I ask them too. *how I wish I can do that.
#I hope I don't need it today. :S
#yummay juice!
Well, I only left few sections of the report to fully complete it; which is the last part of my discussion (I hope :S), conclusion and the rest of references. Then I am done. I hope I can complete everything and submit it by noon today! *finger-crossed!
Brrr.. Woke up to a cold morning. Well, it won't be that cold if I haven't been sleeping at the right time. I mean I slept at 3.30am this morning and woke up 5.30am to shower, breakfast and go to class as usual at 8am. I swore to myself saying I must finish my report irregardless any circumstances. I even bought myself a couple of red bull in case I have problem staying awake at night to finish up my report. Of course, my plan fails as my brain just refuse to work after a certain period of time without resting, which is after 3.15am. *it sucks, right? wasting my time saje.. ishh... I just don't know what to write anymore. I know that's bad, but I am desperate to finish my report, in order to reduce my burden. I need my burden to be reduced to 3/4. I know it's not much, but better than nothing right? Instead of drinking red bull, I kept myself awake by popping candies continuously the whole night. But still feeling shyttie when I go to bed for not finishing my report. :(
#I already finish half of it. :(
Anyway, I woke up really tired, cold and shivering; didn't get much sleep and still feeling desperate. Because once I close my eyes, all the scientific terms start to pop out and arrange themselves in a very ridiculous manner, as if I'm having a terrible nightmare. And I kept saying, that's not right to myself. (at least, that's what I think.)*make sense? I don't think it does, I'm writing here just to release stress. So I woke up tired, very desperate to finish my report; staring myself in to the toilet mirror. Observing how one night can increase my dark circle? How shyttie I look in the morning? Also reminding myself, I can do this."Keep calm, smile and carry on!"Like I said, I haven't finish, I woke up and all I did was just searching for references which I need to complete my discussion (which is a pain in the ass). And ding! It's 7.15am, I need to eat and get dressed to be ready for class.
After breakfast, instead of drinking hot drinks to warm myself in the cold morning, I had double dosage of sugar! I had one can of cold red bull and one cup of cold juice to stay awake and conscious. And they didn't fail me which is good. *thank god! I am now still wide awake, not feeling any tiny inch of tired-ness (surprising), maybe because the sugar hasn't degrade by my body yet. *lols. I hope it doesn't degrade until I ask them too. *how I wish I can do that.
#I hope I don't need it today. :S
#yummay juice!
Well, I only left few sections of the report to fully complete it; which is the last part of my discussion (I hope :S), conclusion and the rest of references. Then I am done. I hope I can complete everything and submit it by noon today! *finger-crossed!
Colleen Toh
Foodie. Uber petite. Some therapeutic cooking. Kick boxing.
Malaysia. New Zealand.
And I love chicken rice.
Currently working as a Health Educator (Diabetes) in New Zealand!
I hope the little things in life can make me happy again!
For business: zhtohcolleen@yahoo.com
Bungy jumping
Sky diving
Watch a live NBA match
Magic mushroom
Disneyland
Universal Studio Trip to UK
Trip to USA
Trip to Hawaii
Trip to Amsterdam Trip to Queenstown
Trip to Japan
Trip to Ohrid
Trip to Korea Trip to Pataya Trip to Bangkok
Trip to Redang
Trip to Bali
Trip to Gold Coast Trip to Paris
Trip to Rome
Trip to Hong Kong
Trip to Maldives Trip to Taiwan
Brrr...
