I'm sorry this has to be the first post after so long. Why the sad face?? Because I'm feeling the blues.. Simply because .....
I'm disappointed with things around me, disappointed with life, disappointed with others around me, disappointed with myself. Shouldn't have such high hopes or expectations; shouldn't rely on others so much. Felt so shyt after all the let down. "No point getting angry with things; no point getting angry with people!" I told myself. The fact is, I'm angry with myself for relying on people. I always thought others are around for me to count on. Yes they are, but they aren't always there for you. You can't possibly depend on others when you need something to be done. Always always do it yourself! The less you expect from others, the less disappointment you get.
Parents, now I know how you feel after so much disappointment I've brought to you. But I know for sure, when I needed someone to lean on there's always my parents. I can always count and lean on them. Not to mention my Yee Fong. Thanks for trying to cheer me up. To be honest, you actually did. So no worries, after today, I'm gonna be okay, 不会在脸黑黑.
Everything is going to be okay, this isn't a big deal. Colleen, please focus on the big picture! Your finals is around the corner, it's time suit up and fight for your 3rd year. Do not disappoint yourself, your parents and people that love you.
I'm sorry this has to be the first post after so long. Why the sad face?? Because I'm feeling the blues.. Simply because .....
I'm disappointed with things around me, disappointed with life, disappointed with others around me, disappointed with myself. Shouldn't have such high hopes or expectations; shouldn't rely on others so much. Felt so shyt after all the let down. "No point getting angry with things; no point getting angry with people!" I told myself. The fact is, I'm angry with myself for relying on people. I always thought others are around for me to count on. Yes they are, but they aren't always there for you. You can't possibly depend on others when you need something to be done. Always always do it yourself! The less you expect from others, the less disappointment you get.
Parents, now I know how you feel after so much disappointment I've brought to you. But I know for sure, when I needed someone to lean on there's always my parents. I can always count and lean on them. Not to mention my Yee Fong. Thanks for trying to cheer me up. To be honest, you actually did. So no worries, after today, I'm gonna be okay, 不会在脸黑黑.
Everything is going to be okay, this isn't a big deal. Colleen, please focus on the big picture! Your finals is around the corner, it's time suit up and fight for your 3rd year. Do not disappoint yourself, your parents and people that love you.
Colleen Toh
Foodie. Uber petite. Some therapeutic cooking. Kick boxing.
Malaysia. New Zealand.
And I love chicken rice.
Currently working as a Health Educator (Diabetes) in New Zealand!
I hope the little things in life can make me happy again!
For business: zhtohcolleen@yahoo.com
Bungy jumping
Sky diving
Watch a live NBA match
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Disneyland
Universal Studio Trip to UK
Trip to USA
Trip to Hawaii
Trip to Amsterdam Trip to Queenstown
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Trip to Ohrid
Trip to Korea Trip to Pataya Trip to Bangkok
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Trip to Bali
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Trip to Rome
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