I felt like every decision I made for my entire life were all the wrong decisions. I really thought I got it right this time, but obviously it wasn't right. Everything is so wrong; everything is falling apart because I thought I made the right decision then. My concept is wrong, my thinking is wrong; I am just one messed up person who gets everything wrong. I hope I could receive a message from the future me (right now) to tell me everything is going to be alright and all will work out just fine. I really wish someone could help me out so I won't feel so yuck, miserable and terrible.
If I could go back in time I would go back and change my decisions. I want to know if it would make a different. I will probably be happier; I will not be in this situation. I will probably be a better human being.
If all the decisions made were the right ones, why am I feeling so yuck and absolutely miserable?
I felt like every decision I made for my entire life were all the wrong decisions. I really thought I got it right this time, but obviously it wasn't right. Everything is so wrong; everything is falling apart because I thought I made the right decision then. My concept is wrong, my thinking is wrong; I am just one messed up person who gets everything wrong. I hope I could receive a message from the future me (right now) to tell me everything is going to be alright and all will work out just fine. I really wish someone could help me out so I won't feel so yuck, miserable and terrible.
If I could go back in time I would go back and change my decisions. I want to know if it would make a different. I will probably be happier; I will not be in this situation. I will probably be a better human being.
If all the decisions made were the right ones, why am I feeling so yuck and absolutely miserable?
Colleen Toh
Foodie. Uber petite. Some therapeutic cooking. Kick boxing.
Malaysia. New Zealand.
And I love chicken rice.
Currently working as a Health Educator (Diabetes) in New Zealand!
I hope the little things in life can make me happy again!
For business: zhtohcolleen@yahoo.com
Bungy jumping
Sky diving
Watch a live NBA match
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Universal Studio Trip to UK
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