I'm always a few steps behind of you, and you're always ahead of me.
"Wait up!" I said but you kept moving forward, making decisions as you go.
And now, you have decided that giving up on us is the best option for both of us.
Why don't you lead me and bring me to the same pace as you, rather than giving up on me?
You went to uni first, I went 6 months later
You graduated first, I graduated a year after
You started working first, I started working 6 months later
You got your experience first, I got mine 6 months later
You knew we have to be together in order for us to work, I realised that a year later
But I knew I'm willing to give up things here without looking back or regrets, do you know that?
You said you didn't want words, then give me a chance to prove that I'm worthy. Let me prove to you that what I said were not just words! I will act on them! If you listen carefully, you could hear me screaming for help and desperately needing you to hold my hands through everything.
I may be behind, but I'm always there for all the milestone you achieved no matter happy or sad.. You may not agree on this, but believe me when I say this "I always always have time for you no matter how busy I am." I put in effort, because I want to be in your life permanently, ready to commit; not just only a passerby.
How are you to know what you can achieve in us if you decide to give up now?
I'm always a few steps behind of you, and you're always ahead of me.
"Wait up!" I said but you kept moving forward, making decisions as you go.
And now, you have decided that giving up on us is the best option for both of us.
Why don't you lead me and bring me to the same pace as you, rather than giving up on me?
You went to uni first, I went 6 months later
You graduated first, I graduated a year after
You started working first, I started working 6 months later
You got your experience first, I got mine 6 months later
You knew we have to be together in order for us to work, I realised that a year later
But I knew I'm willing to give up things here without looking back or regrets, do you know that?
You said you didn't want words, then give me a chance to prove that I'm worthy. Let me prove to you that what I said were not just words! I will act on them! If you listen carefully, you could hear me screaming for help and desperately needing you to hold my hands through everything.
I may be behind, but I'm always there for all the milestone you achieved no matter happy or sad.. You may not agree on this, but believe me when I say this "I always always have time for you no matter how busy I am." I put in effort, because I want to be in your life permanently, ready to commit; not just only a passerby.
How are you to know what you can achieve in us if you decide to give up now?
Colleen Toh
Foodie. Uber petite. Some therapeutic cooking. Kick boxing.
Malaysia. New Zealand.
And I love chicken rice.
Currently working as a Health Educator (Diabetes) in New Zealand!
I hope the little things in life can make me happy again!
For business: zhtohcolleen@yahoo.com
Bungy jumping
Sky diving
Watch a live NBA match
Magic mushroom
Disneyland
Universal Studio Trip to UK
Trip to USA
Trip to Hawaii
Trip to Amsterdam Trip to Queenstown
Trip to Japan
Trip to Ohrid
Trip to Korea Trip to Pataya Trip to Bangkok
Trip to Redang
Trip to Bali
Trip to Gold Coast Trip to Paris
Trip to Rome
Trip to Hong Kong
Trip to Maldives Trip to Taiwan
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